Suicide or Life

Contemplating Suicide?
To all those who are thinking about committing suicide, I know what it feels like to not want live anymore, I can relate to the feeling of just wanting to fall asleep and never wake up. But let me tell you this; suicide is the most selfish thing you can do, there are people that would be devastated if you were gone; and if you believe otherwise, that is just a lie from the devil who wants you to believe that no one would care. When I was 17 I tried to commit suicide, and almost succeeded; if it wasn't for me getting my stomach pumped I might have not been here today. I was looking at life with a distorted view, I believed all the lies the devil told me, and he almost had me, but then I allowed God to take control of my life, and now He has filled me with his everlasting love, transformed my life, and I'm here today fulfilling my purpose, and being all that God has called me to be. God created you with purpose, he created you for a reason, and if you go out early you will never know what that reason is and how great it will be. No one on this earth is just here to take up space. Everybody has a plan and a purpose, it is the job of the devil to kill, steal, and destroy you before you get a chance to fulfill that purpose, the devil sees how great the calling is that you have on your life, and that is why he wants to take you out early. So before you take those pills, before you pull the trigger, before you slit your wrist, before you jump off that bridge, or before you crash that car into that wall, think about where you would go once you're gone, think about the family and friends that you will leave in pain, think about what kind of legacy you will leave behind to that one person (your sister, your brother or your niece or nephew) who looks up to you, think about your son or daughter who will be left motherless or fatherless, but most importantly think about the look on Gods face, and the sadness in his eyes to know that His child, the one He died for on the cross, has taken their life, and aborted the purpose that He had for you. God sacrificed his one and only son, so that you can have life more abundantly, there is truth behind this guy named Jesus, and he cares for you and he loves you, and he wants to take your messed up life and transform it, he wants to take you from depression to happiness, he wants to wrap his loving arms around you and protect you, you just got to give Him a chance. If you are contemplating suicide, pray this prayer:
If you are contemplating suicide, before you do so pray this prayer:
Dear heavenly Father, I feel all alone in this world, I feel that nothing is ever going to go right in my life, I don't know what my purpose is and why I was created, but I long to know You Father, I long to know why I'm here, I long to know why am I am who I am . Father I want to feel your love, I want to feel your peace, let Your anointing pour out all over me, fill me with your Spirit, Heavenly Father. I long for you, show me a reason to live, surround me with the people that love me, help me change the way I look at life, for right now I am looking at life with a distorted vision, help me to see my life the way you see it, send skillful laborers my way so they can minister life into me, so I can live my life totally for you. Father God I believe that I have a purpose and I want to fulfill that purpose, take me off this journey of death and place me on the journey to life, so that I may fulfill my destiny, and be all that you've called me to be. In Jesus name I pray Amen.

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Rochelle Moyd
Founder of Exodus Magazine